Warrior keep fighting/I know you're there (in thought of Blk Men)

This ain't a poem, just a musing of sorts...
It seems I'm continuously asking self:
Where are my Brothas who strictly rep
accountability
responsibility
reliability?
Being the strength, power, resilience
fortitude, magnitude, brilliance
magnificence, rebel defiance that is
the blessed reflection of Divine Spirit
and Light?
The look of a Pharoah, aura of a deserved King.
True beyond belief Afrikan men exist.
I feel you, though I'm left searching for you...
and you alone.

Do you see me? Do you?
Remember this lasting, sweet surrender.

to be continued...

Brethren

Sometimes I just want a brotha
to walk into my life
be nothing more than a companion
for day/for night
for eve
for moment
a cup of Kenyan coffee or oolong tea
for a time-defying walk around space
any space/every space
just a place to discover each other
like land to plant new seed/grow luscious fruits
and plenteous healthy greens
instead of conquering one another
for that, we both too free

...our mutual style.

Wednesday was a worldwind of wisdom...

My day began and ended with such divine righteousness in thought and contemplation. Easing my soul and mind. Check my Facebook statuses... had to reshare 'em to show my train of thought & state of mind through the day...

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"Conversation with the Most High/makes me wanna cry/I wonder why, you wanna get to paradise/But that itty bitty part of you don’t wanna die/So pay attention to my word, cuz it’s the truth/Meditation ease the mind, and brings the youth..." ...my Middle Morning Affirmation. (...if I could over that hump/maybe I will feel better) Blessings & Besitos! ♥

Most High just whispered to me: You aren't here to adore these men, to give affections and sensualties, to be theirs. Just to be There, & take them with you. Your love is a Divine offering. Mami Wata Nurturing & Nourishing. Yemonja Sweetwater. Osun Honey. To be healer, soothesayer, openness & acceptance. Honor & respect. As Sista & Sister; Spirit-Mama & Friend; Comrade & Confidante. only Wife/Queen/Lover to one.♥

"Slowly surely/I walk away from/that old desperate and dazed love/caught up in the maze of love/the crazy craze of love/thought it was good/thought it was real/thought it was but it wasn't love/I just don't know/Where i should go/So/Slowly surely/I walk away from/self-serving/undeserving/constantly hurting me love/deserting me love/you said, I said, we said/but..." ..Midday Evening Affirmation (Breathin easy :)) ♥